It feels like a lot has happened since I last wrote on here and so attempting to unpick it is going to be a bit of a struggle…but I will try. The first thing to have had such an impact these last couple of weeks is the aftermath of the car accident. Although at the… Continue reading Tired of Struggling
It’s hard for me to write today. It’s a struggle to find the right words to share with you what is happening in my world at the moment. The pain is so overwhelming that I’m not sure I feel very much of anything anymore. I am stuck in this place between wanting to get better… Continue reading Discharge CPA
I wrote a new post this morning which I was going to put up but just as I was finishing off the page disappeared. Needless to say I wasn’t too impressed and I am struggling to remember what I wrote. I think it began with another apology…my heart has not been in my writing lately… Continue reading Mini Random Update
Throughout my time in recovery it feels like I have been waiting for that wake up call. You know the one that makes you realise that what you thought you wanted isn’t actually what you wanted? I have been expecting to get up one day and have it click that my body is not something… Continue reading That Wake Up Call
In the early hours of yesterday morning, my kid sister gave birth to her baby. Zachary took his own sweet time coming into the world, putting my sister through 4 days of labour but she did it and he is stunning. It is already hard to imagine a world with him not in it and… Continue reading New Baby In the Family
There are some days when I wonder what recovery is going to look like for me. Will there be a day when it suddenly hits me that I no longer have an Eating Disorder? Or a day that I can say I am not recovering anymore because I am recovered. Will I even know it’s… Continue reading Recovery Image?